The other disgusting thing the the second person

said was this:

"It's a waste of taxpayers dollars for one juror to vote the opposite of the rest, only to have the case sent back to court weeks or months later hence causing for all the extra taxpayer expense."

This shit frustrates me, especially siince I was taught a decent set (besides the religious fanatacism) of right's and wrong's growing up; which included not caving under peer pressure things that are conscience tells us is wrong. But here it seems they are doing just that these days, not to other people, but only to big brother. I think they only bow like this to big brother because somewhere in the bible it says "god places rulers". That one fucking passage seems to be responsible for turning my family into "I-dunno-what's".

What to do, folks?

This shit is troubling me, especially when, like I said, they haven't abandoned me and still invite me to b-day party and such. And some call me to see how I'm doing, or invite me over for other random doings.

Should I just drop subjects quick and accept that they are pushovers of big brother, and not let it get to me? I suppose that's all I can do. But I'm really thinking that I might be better off far away from them. Just don't really know.