Welkome Bak

Ya don't know me, or maybe you have read some of my posts (don't know though). But I can really get a picture of the struggle you went thru there for a while. Goddamn, I don't think I would lasted a year, even if I tried. But hey, just like a man might walk outside his cold drafty house on a freezing winter day with very little clothing on in order to trick himself into thinking his house is not so cold afterall) you got to do sort of the same thing, but just with your romantic/sexual preference. You took a year off, and dang, it must be wonderful to come back to who you actually are. Anyways, I'm happy you didn't specd the rest of your life lieing to yourself. It really would have been a miserable rest of your life, but you surely know that, of else you wouldn't have come to your senses. Well; There's nothing to be ashamed of. But unfortunately it is usually something to be quiet about. I have major trouble accepting that most people will hate me if they new of my MAA-ness. That's a real struggle for me. I am a sort of insecure type who needs acceptance. But I'm learning (and many on this board are responsible for my making some headway in that area - at least I hope I'm making headway) to get over that, for the most part. But as for the attraction to lg's (incidentally your AOA is very close to mine - I'm like the mini-mart - 7Eleven - I even have a 7Eleven mug - too bad I can't tell people why) it is nothing to be ashamed of. We are just victims of fucked up times; times in which many are blind to any real truth surrounding the intergenerational physical relations. Hang in there partner, and keep enjoying the glorious pristine unmatched beauty of youth; beauty that most of the lame-brain humans are blind to. And have as much interaction with them that you are able to. I find that the less people know about the attraction, the better and more easy life can be for our kind to get along. That's just me. No one need know. And no one deserves to know. Protect yourself, and keep this secret as much as possible. But in the way of advocating for opinions that might hurry the populace to a more pedo-friendly world, I would just suggest you always advocate (whenever having political and philosophical debates with others) freedom of choice; that young people shoudl be allowed to become employeed here or there whenever they have an interest and can show they have the ability, etc. etc., and that age laws are only, on every level, stifling economic progress and human happiness. It's ridiculous to think that someone must be 18 before they can get married, or have sex, or smoke a cigarrette, or get hired / work, or drive a car, or be respected for knowing what they want. It's absurd. Anyways I'm starting to blad now. I think you get the point. I wish you well in rl and hope you find gc to be beneficial. Take care.