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'Moments that gc becomes worthless to me'

Posted by Stahntii on 2010-February-06 01:33:01 EST, Saturday

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It becomes worthless because sometimes it just doesn't seem real enough. It's there, and people are talking on it, but those people can't be touched. And therefore sometimes I show lack of respect for it and the people there, and become easily aggitated and easily lash out at people who have shown me genuine concern plenty of times in the past. And Diss, these are prolly the reasons I was quick to lash out at you. But I still think you were calling in the cavalry on me (ordering a sort of all-out assault), when you hailed 28 and Mes to come join in, especially after warning me I might be met with strong opposition on the topic. [you were ordering the opposition] Anyways, just thought I'd put this out there.

I guess I owe some people an apology for my sometimes not being able to see and feel a true sense of reality on this virtual forum. But I can't sometimes. And it's often a struggle for me to do so. In rl I am not the person I am on here, since it's more real and therefore provides me with much more. But I'm here, obviously because there are things I can't talk about in rl. But nonetheless, I still face the challenge of being able to see this place as something a bit more real than I've been able to see it as.

Does this make any sense to any of you, or help to explain my frustrations?


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