thank you to everyone for your responses.

i ran for a few days but i was tired of running. i did seek a lawyer and found out that even if they picked me up in another state they would have extradited me so it was best to just get it over with.

yes so basically what they did was go through the court and get an order of apprehension claiming that i was a danger to myself or someone else.

they told the court every little detail that i ever told them regarding my girl love. once i turned myself in they had me evaluated by a doctor at the court house. i denied being a pedophile and everything else they brought up. the doctor and the judge both agreed that my parents were doing this to help me and ordered that i be admitted into the mental hospital

as someone else mentioned its actually pretty scary that they can do that to you without committing a crime and flat out denying everything they said, it was just their word against mine. they cuffed me and put me in a jail cell and everything, but that was just during the court proceedings which took about an hour. after that i was treated like a patient.

i spent almost a full week in custody. they can only hold you up to 3 days without showing signs of danger to yourself or someone else. but here's the fucked up thing. i spent 2 days in the emergency room before they had a bed open up in the mental hospital. then once i got there that's when the 3 days started...and not only that, weekends don't count. so the 3 day rule actually ended up being 6.

the place was nuts, i didn't belong there. there were some really crazy people in there, and there i was normal as could be. they diagnosed me bi-polar. whether or not that's true i have no idea.

they set me up with a therapist as a part of my discharge, its not mandatory but i'm voluntarily going because i think it can be beneficial to me. i saw him twice already and i really like him.

anyways, i wanted to update you guy's and thank you for your help. even when it felt like i had no one, i knew i could turn to GC at least to get some outside perspective.

i certainly learned once again from my experience and maybe you can too. i am realizing that it's best to keep it to myself, because people just don't understand, period. i haven't spoken to my family yet, my mom called and left a message checking on me and said she loved me, but i am still angry with them and feel as though i can't trust them, we'll see what happens.

anyways, take care everyone.

peace & love.