This coming to GC was to met like minded people on the other side, nothing beyond that. But seems even here it's hard being who I really am without the constant dwelling tension in the air.

Please. You had many people here convinced that you were who you said you were, and even now, most people apart from WC, Hen Wen, and a couple others are apparently willing to give you the benefit of the doubt.

Quit trying to make this out like you're being victimized here. I know it plays nicely into what they PJ guys believe about us, but the fact is, no one is victimizing you by simply being rightly concerned about our own security on this board.