I want to be ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN that Fayla (and possibly Button) are not what they seem before I cast them aside. Fayla had appeared to do SO MUCH for the community with her podcasts. I DON'T deny that an anti MIGHT go to all that trouble, but it's also a bit difficult to believe that any anti would actually go through all that just to gain our trust for future entrapment and to spread the pro-choice word, especially when they were allegedly posting anti diatribes in their "real" identity (PE, in this case). But now Critest has Henny believing it, and I trust him very much, so I don't know what to think right now :( If Fayla is genuine, then I feel TERRIBLE that she is being treated this way and if she feels that she can't have the support of this community and is being cast aside by us after all she has apparently done for us. But if she really is a PJ mole, then I really resent being set up and played with like that and the community needs to be warned.

Right now, I am conflicted...I wanted to accept these two as my newest friends, but I have to face facts...I'm lonely, single, and thereby vulnerable, and I have to take that into consideration. I WANT to believe that Fayla (and Button) are genuine. I want to have such wonderful people as my friends. I don't want any wonderful people, particularly supporters, to think they can't come to this community for support. But at the same time, I don't want to help moles and liars who are out to hurt us.

Fayla, I really hope you are real.

Kalika, thank you for the concern.

Critest, I hope you're wrong but keep digging...I need to know the truth, no matter how unpleasant it may be. We ALL need to know the truth.

--a very sad and upset Dissident