What I would guess is that you've never actually been able to have a close relationship with a LG. If you did, I strongly suspect that you would find the comfort you're seeking in the warm, soft, comforting arms of a LG. If you had the opportunity to really be with a girl, you would find that violence is the furthest thing from your mind.

I have to agree completely. This is very hard for me to admit because I truely do care about girls, but I have had violent fantasies as well. As BB said though once you get to know a girl and she becomes your friend all such fantasies fade, if not vanish. Dare I sound cheesy but your heart steps in and prevents such fantasies from re-occurring. Suddenly you cannot go two steps into that kind of fantasy without 'violently' recoiling and finding something else to do.

If there was anything I detest about myself that would be it, but I've learned to move on. I don't like violent fantasies, but I've learned that if you let them pass without getting hung up on them then they do pass, and you go on about your life normally. Having any kind of complex over them will only cause you problems. Accept the problem and let it go, but don't encourage it, and don't deny it. Just let it be. If you're a good person otherwise, then hold true to that.

Assuming you DO in FACT have self-control and are in FACT a sane person. As BB said if these things get outta hand then you NEED to seek professional help, despite the personal consequences. I hate to sound like an ass but I'd rather see you in detention than a little girl harmed... hopefully you feel the same way.