I find your story hard to understand. I can't believe that such places actually existed, such sadistic people exist. It is as alien to me as pluto. I have always kept well away from undesirables anyway. EVen football thugs mystify me. I mean, why would anybody want to have a fight with someone just because they support another football team. WHo cares?

Anger should be justified. If someone is unpleasant to me repeatedly I become angry. I suppose that is nothing at all compared to someone who straps you to a bed and threatens to cut off your penis.