Hi, Poison,

I don't think I could say it better then Puzz did down below, but I do want to offer my support here, and to do that, I must again remind you that fantasy and reality are two completely different things. Never think that you are an evil person just because you have dark fantasies. Every human being has a dark aspect to their psyche, which is completely normal, and as long as they keep these "dark" thoughts safely within the realm of imagination or perhaps mutually consensual play acting, then you have no reason to berate yourself over it:)

Fondly,

--Dissident